So, I guess you could say we broke up…

I felt a lot better today after telling him everything I felt, but I know it’s only a matter of time before the dissatisfied feelings resurface. So I told him that again, but we both feel like ending it via text is so… weird. And lacks closure. So I’m going home next weekend and I guess you could say we’re going to have our last hurrah. We’ll hang out and act like nothing is going to change, but then I’ll probably cry and actually saying good bye (hopefully not forever) will be the hardest thing to do. 

So we get one more week and then it’s over. It feels romantic and cute right now, but really I’m just in denial. It’s the right thing to do but I know I’ll cry some time this week ( many times most likely) and when I’m home and I’ll want to call the whole thing off. But I won’t, this is really it. One more week.